i know you know

sometime, i feel no hope..

it wasn't because i didn't have any strength to face the truth

but, that was just because a half of me was gone away

far from me, and no way back home..

far.. far away, i'm just pretend that i will realize what will happen to me next

and i also accept all of the bad things that will come to me

or maybe, the sadness thing that might be happen

yeah, something like separation day

 no one knows, and so do i..

maybe just God who really knows about what happened

or maybe the angles?

and could be the devils??

don't you know?

that i really love to cry..

it's my biggest secret!

don't tell anyone.. (promise to me)

i'll cry if my parents getting angry with me

i'll cry if my sister told me that she hates me

i'll cry if i see the romance movies

and

i'll cry a lot if you left me without any reason..

don't you know, that...

a girl just need a reason??

don't you know, that..

a girl will crying a lot just because you ignore her??

don't you know, that..

a girl will run into you when you go abroad??

don't you know, that..

a girl will kiss her laptop screen just because her wallpaper is your picture??

don't you know, that..

a girl will touch her lips until next morning after you kiss her??

don't you know, that..

a girl will lying other people accept you??

don't you know, that..

a girl will ready 2 hours before you pick her up on your dates??

don't you know, that..

a girl will spend her most time with you, if you beg to her??

don't you know, that..

you are everything for a girl like me??

i know you know!!

but,

i don't know that you don't want to know..

''i love you more than i can say''