8 Reasons I Love You: I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked | I can be myself when I am with you | Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat | I love to hear your voice | I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me | I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid | I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care | And, of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me ;-) |

Monday, March 14, 2011

My Best Friend

Aditya & Yuristia




♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
did you know,
why?  
 i love you  

do you know?
i love to spend my time with you,
i love to tell my secret with you,
i love to miss your voice,
and
i love to be loved by you
???

simple
"because you are my best friend"
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
 

Sunday, March 13, 2011

My Cotton Candy

here we are,
together with a yellow balloon beside me,
with the smile that you bring
and
night as a witness

but,
[i hate this word, actually]

i missed something
something that can make me feels so complete
and
make me feels so sweet with my own life

the sweetest thing ever,
when i'm with you
 [probably]

hey Mr. Cotton Candy
did you miss me all the time?
because
i miss you every breath i take

if,
tonight is our last night
would you give your promise to me?
[please]

"always be my Mr. Cotton Candy"


because,
you are too sweet to be a stone








Saturday, March 12, 2011

How to Steal Her Boyfriend

if you love my boy..
let him know! 

so, 
no one will being cheated
even it'll break me down, 
when 
finally he chooses you..

honesty is the best way!


don't ever pretend like nothing happened
and
don't ever think that i'm not watching over you!

your gesture..
your body language,
made me sick
and
i'm fed up with all of the stupid things you did!



okay, if you still eager to steal him from me, just come to me and i'll borrowing you a book entitled "How to Steal Her Boyfriend", taught that it will be a great book for tutoring you to steal my boy.. 




"don't ever grab someone else's boy, if you don't expect the karma come to you someday"

Monday, March 7, 2011

a tube of cotton candy

do you remember this?
"a tube of cotton candy"


that we usually enjoy together?
luckily it's grape dear..

it stills closed..
and
i'm not going to open it,

before..

you come to me,
and enjoy it together with me..

if i said
I WILL [wait for you]
then
"I WILL WAIT"

Sunday, March 6, 2011

my lovely thesis

sounds great..
- when i reached this path

seems nice..
- when i knew that it accepted

feels so heavy
- when i have to finish it

time is always running..
no matter what!
time will never wait me
and 
time will let me to run after it.. 

my thesis,
you are the only thing that i wanna reach at this time..

time.. time.. time..
why are you run so fast??

wait me please,
wait my will come to me
and
enjoy to finish it!!


-please, be nice with me dear-

♥ A Bend in the Road & My Thesis ♥

         According to Coffin (2002) Nicholas Charles Sparks was born on December 31, 1965. He is an internationally bestselling American author who writes novels with themes that include Christian faith, love, tragedy and fate. A Bend in the Road is one of his novels that does not only include love and tragedy but also guilt and longing of justice. Sparks also includes a mystery into this novel. In A Bend in the Road, Nicholas Sparks is a person who writes with brilliant strength about life's bitter turns and incomparable sweetness. His affirming message carries a powerful lesson about the imperfections of being human, the mistakes that all people make, and the joy that comes when people give themselves to love.
In the story, Miles Ryan, a deputy sheriff in North Carolina town of New Bern, loses his wife, Missy, in a hit-and-run accident. He wants to bring the driver that killed his wife to justice. Miles meets his son's teacher Sarah Andrews, who moved to his town from Baltimore after a difficult divorce. Drawn together by Jonah's school troubles, Miles and Sarah start to date and eventually fall in love. Their relationship is going perfect between them. Miles meets Sarah's family in a thanksgiving day along with his will to have a serious relationship with her. That is when a shocking secret is revealed. Miles is reminded of his past when information about Missy's accident is revealed. Brian who is the narrator in the novel and who is also Sarah’s brother, is revealed to be the one who hit Missy from the beginning of the book. Miles gets angry and believes that Sarah has known the truth from the beginning and planned everything out. Sarah is completely bewildered about it and does not know what to do. Miles explodes on Sarah and says that they have to end their relationship because Miles thinks that Sarah has an affair with Brian to hide all of the truth about the accident which had made Miles’ wife die in that accident. Sarah and Brian must fight through Miles’ anger that contains a possibility to take revenge through them. Eventually, Miles makes sense of everything and makes a decision. Miles decides to forgive Brian as a murderer of the death of his wife by waiting Brian at the cemetery where Missy’s grave is located. As what Miles expected, Miles found Brian carrying flowers. When Miles speaks to Brian, Brian is afraid, but he decides to accept what might happen. Instead, Miles tells Brian to never mention the accident to anyone ever in his life, and that he forgives him, as long as he does something worthwhile with his life. Brian goes home, totally surprised, but knows that what Miles said was right. He goes on with his life without a problem.

                   A.    PROBLEM FORMULATION
In analyzing the changing attitude of Miles Ryan, the following questions will be the basis for the study:
1.                  To what extent does love motivation give impact on Miles Ryan’s changing attitude?
2.                  How are the Freudian analysis and the theory of needs from Abraham Maslow applied on the changing attitude of Miles Ryan?

B.    OBJECTIVES OF THE STUDY
1.      To prove that love as a motive of Miles’ changing attitude through his effort to reveal the death of his wife.
2.      To analyze the changing attitude of Miles Ryan using Sigmund Freud’s theory focused on human psyche-iceberg concept and the Hierarchy of Needs’ theory by Abraham Maslow.


-be friendly with me please-

Saturday, March 5, 2011

GOD, may I ask you a question?



GOD:
open the forth chapter, please..




ME:
yes GOD..

GOD:
then.. read that chapter!

ME:
GOD, may I ask you a question?

GOD:
sure, tell me..

ME:
is it the last chapter?

------------------------------------------------
[silent]

ME:
GOD, why don't you answer my question?

GOD:
you said that you want to ask a question, but you forget to beg me for the answer

ME:
ohhh, yes GOD.. sorry

GOD:
you will find the answer by yourself

ME:
GOD, may i tell you something?

GOD:
sure

ME:
i'm tired for reading this book.. chapter by chapter that i have read already make me fed up.. no happy ending yet

GOD:
that's fun

ME:
GOD, may i tell you my deepest hope?

GOD:
let me know

ME:
i hope, it will be the last chapter from you.. and i hope it'll ended with a happy ending story

GOD:
------------------------struggle and pray for it!!------------------------


-now i know that i have to seek every little thing about my life by myself-






Friday, March 4, 2011

I Chose to be a Lesbian

you are not supposed to be like this!!!
WHY???
you both have the same sex!!!
SO WHAT???
-----------------------------
[in my loneliness]

at that time my mother said that
"love will never be wrong"

but

why she told me like that?
am i have to believe in her 
[again] after she betrayed her said??

it's just too much
it's not wrong at all

i love someone
and
i'd love to be loved by someone..

is it still wrong?

may i choose my way?
then i'll go to take care of mine..



-dedicated for all of lesbian in the world-
what you chose will be the process of your life, just believe in your heart
nothing will went wrong as long as you believe in love
the most is
GOD's love to you
believe me
God wants to be loved by you too

think
think
think